- IRONICALLY SAID -

and so i went to this one shop last week with my good friend, and she was buying a valentine's day card for her bf. it was awkward. not her, but for me. i'm like, i don't know. i never get any v-day card before. not even chocolates, let alone flowers. i mean, i don't really give much thoughts about that also. well yeah, i do think it might be nice to actually receive at least one of those, but i don't want to put myself in such a position where i need to expect anything from any guys i've ever dated. it's complicated, and very confusing. seriously, you can't expect anything from guys -- they will let you down. still, somehow it's not their fault though. 99% of the time, they totally don't have any idea what's going on in the girl's mind. to make matter worse, 99% of girls never actually say what they really feel inside. see? it's so strange that i practically couldn't even bring myself to understand, how in the hell guys and girls are eventually meant to be together? they're so different. but then i guess, i could just say i'm completely happy and satisfied with a fancy rm200+ dinner in TGI, and that rm50+ gold class movie tix ; when all i ever wanted is just the rm2+ 'teh tarik at mamak' and maybe, just maybe -- those rm5+ roses. GEE :]