pembaziran.

i don't feel well. maybe because kepala saya pening. maybe because perut saya sakit. maybe because saya dah makin plumpy. maybe because rambut saya ugly. maybe because sleep-deprived yang langsung tak worth it. maybe because semua orang & semua benda macam sungguh menyampah. maybe because duet rakyat tak masuk lagi & saya dah jatuh miskin yang teramat. maybe because semalam tak boleh jawab. maybe because saya dah fed-up. maybe because bunyi-bunyi yang merimaskan di tempat yang sangat miserable & pathetic ini. maybe because tahun kedua bukan bulan depan tapi enam bulan lagi. maybe because segala usaha penat lelah macam orang gila dari empat tahun lepas dah jadi sia-sia. maybe because manusia yang tak memahami. maybe because manusia yang busybody. maybe because manusia yang tak reti jaga mulut sendiri. maybe because hidup yang fucked-up. maybe because terasa nak swear satu dunia. maybe because saya nak terjun bangunan tinggi. maybe because semua pun tak kena. maybe because .. dah laa, malas nak taip.