i don't wanna do this anymore.

i hate my life. i'm fat. i'm ugly. i'm broke. i failed twice, well that makes me stupid. and the great thing is that i don't even like this bloody shit i'm doing. i hate it, i hate it so fucking much that i'd kill to get over it. it's pathetic. and just like blair waldorf ( nak bagi contoh pun perlu yang up ke, menyedihkan betul tak ) i don't have friends. i mean here, i only know ppl. few ppl, well that makes me a loser. i screwed up each and everything. i've made a huge mistake ( i'm talking about a big, massive, sucky-ness black hole kinda mistake ) last year, in which everytime i think of it, it drives me crazy. ohh fuck, i really hate my life. i don't know why such a useless, hopeless, and helpless person like me is even alive also. could someone plz just do something and put an end to this? it would be nice :)