I DON'T CARE, I HAVE NO LUCK -- I DON'T MISS IT ALL THAT MUCH :)

it's good to have this type of r/ship, really. no need to give too much effort on it, and my big focus don't have to be on it. he got his life, and i got mine. better off that way, i guess. in fact, i don't even know how to put my feeling towards anyone ever again. all this while, i've been trying too much and that's completely worthless. love sux big time, so fuck it. i got so many things, and too little time :)