SAKIT HATI LAH. BY HEARING YOUR NAME ALSO I DAH SAKIT HATI MACAM GILA-GILA SANGAT, I HATE U LAH. LAGI CEPAT U BLAH DARI MANIPAL LAGI BAGUS. OKAYY BYE.

sumpah i sebenarnya tak faham kenapa you perlu wujud dalam hidup i. i tak pernah noticed pasal you langsung pun dulu. i cuma tahu nama you and you punya roll number, tu je. lepas tu tetiba you cakap-cakap dengan i that night. you layan i merepek pasal my stupid ex-bf and, the next thing i know i left my current bf for you. i taknak mengaku sangat i tinggal dia sebab you ( sebab macam pathetic gila je ) tapi memang that was the truth. and the next thing i know, you tetiba tinggal i for god knows what super great reasons. and the next thing i know, you datang balik. i think i was happy tapi kurang sebulan from that, the next thing i know you tinggal i balik. lepas tu seriously, i memang devastated gila. dalam almost two months i cuba taknak sedih, but the next thing i know, we got back together. okayy that was -- undescribable. and then, i yang bodoh ni thought we can make it works. yup, mesti lah i rasa macam tu sebab we did survived that one month when we were apart. but after that, bila kita dekat asyik nak gaduh pulak. gaduh pun over some silly stuffs, and the next thing i know, we broke-up, again. sengal, you ingat i ni roller-coster ke apa? lepas tu dalam dah sebulan, elok-elok i rasa macam dah move on, for OMIGOD I DUNNO WHAT FUCKING REASONS -- you called me, we met up, and then next thing i know, my mind is all messed-up, again. you know what, FY lah. FYVVM. buang lah semua benda, buat lah macam semua tu i yang salah, suka hati your fucking heart lah nak rasa apa, biar lah your fucking brain nak fikir apa, i fucking don't care. half a year hidup i terhabis untuk you je, untuk you je tau, dan sekarang apa yang i dapat? perasaan sakit hati yang sangat-sangat. FM lah.