LDR is sooo not for me.

it's boring, it's messy, it's complicated, and it's tiring. enough said.

that could only be explained by one thing -- fate :)

as much as i told myself i'd love this place, i really don't. yeahh few things are good, but most of them are sux. i don't really like being there also. but it's the only place where i got my freedom ( when i'm just busy doing my thing, without the need of getting involved with them -- of course ) and i got him :D i can't wait to finish it all, get the bloody title, and buzz off to some other places. i got this huge massive fantasy of settle down in such places like miami, las vegas, or maybe new york
( woohoo ;p ) -- well, it could have been in a world where nice things happen to me. but in the time being, let's just enjoy the moment. i wanna get back, have fun with plenty of my time taking that one silly subject for the fucking 3rd attempt, and be happy with my precious papa bear :) hey, i sayang you juta-juta banyak macam bintang lah ♥

you're were right -- it's just wasn't me that you're right about.

okay. i'm not in the mood of talking about love or whatsoever gugu-gaga feelings, but i got this one thing to say. life is too short, and it's also too nice ; for us to keep up with some unnecessary crappy dumb bullshit(s). jadi kalau anda terjumpa orang bangang, orang sengal, orang yang tak berapa nak worth it, orang gila yang tak reti nak guna pakai otak dia lah senang cerita kan ; sila abaikan atau tinggalkan je. betul ni, macam kita takde kerja lain nak buat pulak kan. justeru thanks a lot lah yea, daa.