CAN WE PRETEND THAT AIRPLANES IN THE NIGHT SKY ARE LIKE SHOOTING STARS? I COULD REALLY USE A WISH RIGHT NOW :D

i'm currently under so much stress. i cried almost everyday. worst, the bulimia is back. i was healthy for almost a year, now i feel like a total piece of crap. i just couldn't let anything stays in my stomach unless my brain says it's okay. i'm being so paranoid with foods esp carbs and oily stuffs. they looked so disgusting, and i feel disgusted. when everything is outta my system, then only i feel relieved. i don't know what to do, it's just crazy.