if that's what you want -- all right :)

mari bercakap tentang break-up :) i've been through it so many times that i dah boleh trace dia punya phases :p phase pertama, of course mesti lah sedih. tahap kesedihan pula bergantung kepada betapa sayangnya you dekat dia. lagi sayang, lagi sedih. peringkat paling kronik is that, you akan menangis macam orang gila. maybe this one is applied untuk girls je, but guys also sometimes akan menangis juga. cuma diorang takkan tunjuk je, yelah ego kan :p phase kedua, you akan jadi angry, menyampah, benci, dan seumpamanya. peringkat ni termasuk lah screaming, calling names, throwing things, deleting photos, etc. bab-bab buang barang ni i dah pernah cuba dulu, pastu menyesal. yeahh bila dah masuk peringkat regret, tu adalah phase ketiga. menyesal lah, contohnya you akan fikir balik kenapa semua benda boleh jadi macam ni. and then you akan fikir, what if certain things yang membawa towards the break-up tu tak jadi. pastu you akan teringat semua benda yang buat you happy, masa ni lah you akan rindu sangat dekat dia. beware, this is the most dangerous time. you akan buat benda-benda bodoh such as texting, calling, or even asking that one person to get back together. ohh pathetic :( until one day, bila you dah berjaya get over this phase you akan masuk phase seterusnya -- which is don't bother and don't care. banyak faktor yang mendorong kepada tahap terakhir ni, contohnya kesedaran diri sendiri yang semua pun dah takde maknanya sekarang, or you dah realize how such a loser that person is, or mungkin juga you dah jumpa orang lain yang treat you much better :D so wella!

i'm walking away.

we are good. the world is good. life is long, there will be pain but life goes on. things are not gonna stop just because somebody gets heartache, and i might as well just need to keep up with that. i have to pull myself together. it's okay to cry, to do crazy stuffs here and there, but too much would be a mistake. and my tears won't change anything ; i know i wish that it did, but it just doesn't work like that. past is past, fuck it. who gives a shit anyway?