STOP - YOU'RE LOSING ME.

started 2023 with not much hope. betrayal on my birthday week 2022 when he contacted that ugly bitch from that old place. that was when i found they went out when i was in labor for my 2nd born. how evil. then i just went on with my life. full of emptiness. things were okay cos there was nothing to expect. btwn money issues, work and kids, i don't have much time to reminisce things. then july happened. i never expected the 3rd. it was hard, while struggling to accept the fact - august happened. bullshit. so much bullshit. total lost of everything. dunno how am i still alive and living until today - and here comes 2024. again, theres nothing to hope for too. just moving along, that's all. bye now.